Rant of the New year....

so... a new school year is starting up in North America... and no... i am not looking forward to it...
nothing says new year like a rant! are you ready for it?

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Why is it so hard to grow up?
why can't parents just leave their child alone and let them try things on their own? mines are constantly stuffing down my neck asking me, what i plan to do with my life...
the mentor i grew up with told me to not worry about, she spent a whole year moping around the house and doing random part times before she was able to come up with her career choice...
i wish my parents will let me do that...

i have self assess that i like to create dramas for myself to hide myself from real life... it's like my escape, ( I use to do that a lot when I was a kid, only it weren't dramas.. they were more like alternate realities :)... yeah they were good times...)and now... because i'm older it's like my imagination has failed me...

And the fact that my best friend is moving to another city isn't really pleasant..you'd think one's parents would understand the "trauma" going through my mind right now...(it's traumatic because she's moving and we haven't been able to spend any time together... at all) and yet.. my parents are giving me even more restrictions! I would like to know who's the inconsiderate one...

My mom tries to justify that she's asking me all these questions all at one cause she's too busy with her jobs to try and understand my life as it's happening... Honestly, I'd sometimes wish she would just not care... she has no idea how much stress she's putting me under... i could elaborate on this.. but we all know that one post is not going to help me with years of needed therapy....

"Life was so much easier when your clothes didn't match and boys had cooties!"
---Unknown