Silver lining

Despite all the negativity I've been feeling lately, I found my silver lining today :).
Today I met up with two of my good friends.
These friends have a special place in my heart. I don't see them often, so it's always fun to catch up and see what they're up to. In addition, unlike most of the people I was seeing on a daily basis this year, they studied linguistics with me. So, in a way, they're my "linguistic" friends.

It was refreshing talking to a different group of people. We spent about three hours talking about how our linguistic background has effect our lives with a remembrance of the people in the classes we didn't like, and then it went to talking about various cute butts, to who was cute or not.

It was such a refreshing change. A day where I didn't have to deal with the usual boring topics, ie: anything to deal with archaeology, other classmates, *eye roll*

In general, we all liked the change. I find myself missing them loads. Since my undergraduate degree was a double major. I was able to have a two group of friends who had different topics of interest (thank god!) and different views on life. Strangely, it was the linguistic group that I preferred to hang with most of the time. 

I just have to remember, to keep looking for that silver lining!

Ramblings pt3

I really hate talking to you sometimes.

Every single time, you judge neon how I dress, what I buy, what I have, where I put things, my weight, my body figure!
I always feel like crap.

Its like you have nothing good to say to be ever! Why can't you give me compliments?

You make me feel so incompetent sometimes, and I know I'm not.

I'm starting to wonder if my low self-esteem is partly factored by you.

Letters I Would Never Send #3

Hey You,

You... *shakes head*. You confuse me. I'm still mad at you. I mean you did hurt my feelings. Yet, you- you, are one of the few people I can talk to at this time.
What am I going to do about our relationship. What am I going to do?
I am in need of new, better friends.

-Me

Letters I would never send #2

Dear past me,

You are really dumb, you know that. After you learn a lesson once, you'd think you'd remember what happened. But no, your "faith" in "people" always makes you screw up. Dont you know that your emotions are the only ones being hurt cause you get disappointed. You feel betrayed, we know! Learn from it dumbass! I can't believe we're still having this convo. And it's only going to be a matter of time before we do this again. Sigh

From,
Now me

Dessert

Ever heard if buyer's remorse?
I have cheesecake remorse.
Should not have finished the rest of that cake. It was so good, but I regret it after the last bite.
Till next time... Tmr... Ice cream!

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Sansa

My first reactions to her:

*eye roll* shes really dumb

*eyes widening* what is she thinking?!?

*eyes tearing up* nooooo

Now: poor sansa... You're one of my faves now :D

Sunny times

We've been blessed with wonderful weather at home recently.
Today's adventure included sitting in the sun for a couple of hours. Though I don't so anything except sit there, I ended up feeling really tired. Even hours later.

So what I'm trying to say is, warm weather makes me sleepy. Anyone else?