Friday, March 27, 2009

A Mess of Emotions... ><

Have you ever gotten an huge empty feeling in your stomach? Like a huge pit that emerges form nowhere and then it grows until you feel sick? all of this happening in a mere couple of seconds....
eg, you think you're done for the weekend.. then you look at your list of things to do and realize that you have an essay due in three days and you haven't even started it...

that's not exactly what happened to me.. but.. it was no doubt something that i wish i had paid more attention to in the past ><
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on a more immature note, was in a slight disagreement with a family member... i guess maybe uni has made me a more stressed out, unable to "handle jokes" type of a person and i'm not suppose to take life too seriously.. >>
i don't think that is what's happening to me.. but you can't balme me for what society had made me into. I'm stressed out and have to take everything seriously cuase this is how the darn capitalist society works!! i have to be able to constantly strive to be ahead... *sigh*

Along with this comes with a ranting of old ladies!! or at least those in their midlife crisis...
Please don't listen to everything that your "friends" say... just becuase one person said that X is a good product means you have to do and buy it... furthermore... i can tell you that people like that are not going to share ... so don't whine about them not sharing with you when you know that they're not going to in the first place... i mean isn't this one of those rules being taught to kids since they were little?
*breathes*
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so yeah, that shoutbox is suddenly showing "error" and i have no idea what's wrong with it.. so i went and got a better one.. so everyone spam away ^^
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on a more happier note.. i was able to get a tempory version of the new epik high: map the soul album. and i LOVE it!! espeically the english a version of the title track... i'm having some trouble converting it, but i'll post it once i can....

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